new journal, xmeahsxlustx, dont bitch, just add

why am i crying? i hate crying

i dont plan on sleeping tonight, i hate this, im going to do try and cheer myself up, fuck fuck fuck fuck i hate me.

[I know you well enough to know you never loved me ]

i hate my mom, sometimes, like now. she came home too late and i told her it was too late to go see josh at mobil, but she fucking yelled at me saying it wasnt and for me to get in the car, ahh i hate her and when she yells at me. she fucking yelled at me till i got in car. so yeah, we got there and he was leaving, but it made me smile to see him, ( Read more... )

new layout, balck pink and white, gotta love it.

:x: name = meah
:x: piercings = none
:x: tattoos = none
:x: height= 5'5"??
:x: shoe size = 8 1/2
:x: hair color = black, at the moment
:x: siblings = 1

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The facts:
Lj name: ___fairytales
First name: meah
Occupation: student & counslour at barrie day camp
Age: 16
Best friend(s): allie, lauren, lara, davers, bobby
Parents' first names: stephen and carmen
Zodiac sign: libra
Pets: 1 dog and 1 cat
Date you filled this out: october 12, 2003
Siblings (if any): 1 brother

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Skate violencE: dork
x looks can KILL: skank
Skate violencE: skankin pickle/
x looks can KILL: dorkasouras
Skate violencE: meah-us loserfacieus
x looks can KILL: haha
Skate violencE: hahah
x looks can KILL: matt pickleson
Skate violencE: ahhaaaaaaaa
Skate violencE: meah "fish" gill
x looks can KILL: oh shush patt "misfit" matterson
Skate violencE: ( Read more... )

soooo, i hurt mikey, and i feel bad... but he said he still wants to take me to homecoming, which is good... so i think on wends. im gonna go shopping for homecoming stuff, i mean i have a dress, i think i might get diff. shoes or something, i dunno, but i am gonna go out on wends.

i was reading over my old journals, and i was a real big bitch to ( Read more... )

you stuff ( Read more... )

today was fucking fun as hell, i got shitfaced with josh <3, i threw up a little, pure columbia screwdriver, haha youd get drnk off that shit i, i prolly sdhouldnt of drank 2 nights in a row, but oh fucking well it was fun as hell, but besides that, i hung out with all sorts of people and josh, and had alot of fun. oh yeah and i drove home

p.s ( Read more... )