"It's going to be ok. You're going to be ok." - Denis

I love this man.

I don't know how I've continued to have nothing but bad luck since 12-07. Maybe all the good luck just ran out. Maybe I deserve it. Maybe I'm just looking at it that way and making it happen. It's just disheartening and overwhelming at this point. And it's really just fucking with me, my self esteem, my confidence, my ability to cope/adjust to new ( Read more... )

I thought things were picking up, mostly ( Read more... )

"Being in a relationship with Johanna is less like being in a relationship, and more like being on board an out-of-control train. At times it might be exciting, but eventually you're just trying to figure out when to jump off, because you know, ultimately, she's just gonna crash and burn. You can't stop her or save her. You might be able to slow ( Read more... )

Johanna ( Read more... )

Marz ( Read more... )

missing jamie.

I don't think this klonopin is really doing anything for me. And I need to figure out a way to deal with this sudden and irrational murderous rage thing some other way ( Read more... )

something is up/off/wrong/amiss with Denis and I. I think it's my fault ( Read more... )

Johanna ( Read more... )