also, I need this sir: http://www.petfinder.com/petnote/displaypet.cgi?petid=10764579Read more... )

I'm having the "ohmygod,whatthefuckamidoingwithmylife?/polaricecapsmelting/deforestation/WHATAMIDOINGWITHMYLIFE?!?!?/etc." freak out about 80% of my conscious life now. Maybe about 2/3 of that 80% is the kind of manageable, quiet, functioning freak out. Like, it's not crippling, it's doesn't interfere with my life, relationships, jobs, etc. But the ( Read more... )

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Last night Denis told me that he loves me.

I love him too.

Today I got fired.

I went back to his place to cry and sulk and pout.

He downloaded a psychedelic furs album just so I could listen to my favorite song.

I love him. I love him. I love him.

"Denis said on Facebook that you two are in a relationship. We need you to confirm that you are, in fact, in a relationship with Denis."

Facebook is really creepy sometimes. But I'm mostly, entirely, extremely stoked on that message.

12 more days till he's back from europe. Less stoked on that. This is the longest month ever. Bluh.

It's dead at work. I'm sitting in the back room trying to decide if I'm going to buy a motorcycle. He comes in and is like, "Hey...do you know where I can get some matches?" and I check my pockets and I'm like, "Oh, sorry dude, I guess my lighter is in my other pants." and he's just standing there and I kinda give him a "wtf are you looking at?!?" ( Read more... )

my last errand of the evening was taking Michael Pitt (this dude: http://www.imdb.com/name/nm0685856/) (who introduced himself to me as Mike, and couldn't say my name right at the first two attempts) on a beer run. And to explain that Sierra Nevada is a beer. To explain what the ( Read more... )

I feel like I'm sinking back into this funk that I had maybe just gotten at least my head clear of for a minute. Maybe I was doing it on my own, not having to think too much, working a lot. Or maybe Denis was an amazing distraction. Maybe it's because he was making me really happy. Maybe it's just because he's still gonna be away for another 3 ( Read more... )

today is one of those days I can't stop thinking about Jamie.

AHAHAHA so I'm just sitting at my computer at Saved, and this scummy looking dude with grimy looking longish dirty blonde hair and a flannel is talking to Scott. N.B.D. Business as yoosh. Then I happen to look up at him, and it's totally the dude that was on Dawson's Creek eons ago ( Read more... )