So I think its coming back, I'm doing everything I should, and by everything I mean everything the doctor ordered, and this pure unadulterated hate for being human, more specifically for feeling is here. It's here and I don't think I care enough to will it away or even try. I'm supremely jealous of how some people just don't feel. yeah.
i'm not a fucking leper, i really hope you dont try to talk to me, did you really expect the person i trust the most lie to me for your sorry ass. If your that fucking embarrassed of me, at least have the fucking guts to say it. i knew there was a reason I didn't like you