gone

fuck ( Read more... )

I'm sorry but i keep double thinking whether you really care for me like you said. It isn't your fault. I've lost trust, I've become so numb, so lonely, so fucking cynical since (and because of) last summer. I feel like I'm falling and its scary especially since your so far. I don't feel betrayed or anything because you've gone with others guys, ( Read more... )

So I'm kind of falling because you aren't anything like any other girl. lame

i want to belong

now i dont go out my house shorty
you just waitin to see
who im roll up in the club with
and report that next week
just wanna see who i am *******
or sniffin some coke

1) i absolutely refuse to start caring for a friend like I cared for you. There are sometimes when I want to punch you in face and make you talk straight for once. I have this dream where I wakeup from some horrible accident and you're the only one there; some recognition that you regret losing me as a "real good friend," I don't think I'll get ( Read more... )

I realized that I can't tolerate being alone, like its a problem
I cant handle it, I'm really socially awkward around people I don't know. Fake it till you make it doesn't work. You're still left wishing people cared, too bad...I'm really good at faking it too.
I found out that even when you try hard to keep something, it will end.

Imagination ( Read more... )

If you see us in the club, we'll be acting real nice
If you see us on the floor, you'll be watching all night
We ain't here to hurt nobody
So give it to me, give it to me, give it to me
Wanna see you work your body
So give it to me, give it to me, give it to me

you know every things a person does can be summed up into two things, every experience and test is the same. There's leaving and the there's being left. You might be running away or to something but it's leaving nonetheless. And people don't move back. No one only leaves, or gets left, though some do a hell of a lot more leaving than others. You, ( Read more... )

wow
i am not white

Its fascinating how the Republican Party operates. It's perverse genius, straight out 1984 It is a party based on greed and hate and the have the nerve to slap "compassionate" on it. Its not that I'm not open minded, I'm against manipulation and hate, they manipulate the ignorant poor to vote against their economic status because by using ( Read more... )