its been almost two months. not much to write about. im still single and i desperately need a cute boy in my life to make me happy. me and meg are basically attached to eachothers hips. dont mind that. partying with my loves every weekend pretty awesome. noelle got her license. siccccck. people talk alot of shit still and dont know how to get over ( Read more... )

whoaa, havent updated in a while. basically with meg all the time. schools getting boring. been going to lots of games, football and soccer. driving alot. happy bday mae and brit. went to brick and seaside and lava and stuff. i have a big crush on someone and its so stupid lol. homecoming shopping is impossible cant find anything. halloween costume ( Read more... )

i feel like i lost everyone but one person. no one else bothers to even hang out with me anymore. its really nice to know who the true friends are. lately i dont even know how to react to everything. im so emotional and cant help but to cry. i say this everytime but i seriously wish it was this time last year. things will never be like that again. ( Read more... )

so much shit has been going through my head lately and ugh. i don't know why i try anymore because i get hurt more and more everyday. i haven't been this upset in a while and it feels like someone ripped my heart out and stomped on it. i hate this so much. theres one person i just wanna fucken smack across the face but they arent even worth it. ( Read more... )

crappy ass week. im miserable once again and will be for quite a while after last night. schools getting boring. thursday i ran around like a nutttt. jv boys soccer game with ant since hes "injured" then went to noelles real quick. back to the game then ran home and went to Bogota football game. yes we got killed not surprised it was freezing. ( Read more... )

i regret it all. so much. im lucky that sometimes i have good luck because things could be so much worse. like SO MUCH. things are pretty shitty now. really shitty might i say.

first week of school, and i wont lie it was awesome. study hall, english, gym WITH MEGAN!, marketing, history, algebra 2 psychology and chemistry. not badddd.. although study hall has 3 juniors 1 being me and its so boring oh well. seeing meg and all my best everyday is pretty awesome. the school is a mess it looks like a dungen. we now have hall ( Read more... )

so basically this weekend was the best way to end summer i dont think it could have gotten better. ive been seeing megan everyday and its fucking amazing and starting tomorrow i get to see her everyday too :). friday i got my hair cut and didnt do anything at night. saturday sam came over and dyed my hair. it came out horrible bc she missed a few ( Read more... )

monday night fireworks with aje will chris and dante. 2 shooting stars :) dunkin donuts then pizza than home. tuesday i thinkkk i went shopping at bloomies but dont remember then sokos at night with some people. what a mess. nothing on wednesday yestrday went and got my hair dye then went tanning then meggggg got me!!! closter diner had a nice ( Read more... )

billees wednesday night with noelle, kim, keri, erika, and george. walked right into a screen door stupid me. diner with bil erika and keri haha "can i have a pickle?" "are you pregnant?" thursday. 1 year. sigh went tanning then aje calls and says be ready we are coming to get you we are going to ny to go fishing? went with aje will chris josh drew ( Read more... )