I REALLY WANT TO GO TO THAT BOMBDIGGITY HARDMOTHERFUCKINCORE ect. SHOW NEXT FRIDAY. BUT THE THING IS I DON'T LIKE ANYONE OF THOSE BANDS. I'M JUST TRYING TO FIT IN. I DON'T REALLY LIKE ( Read more... )

SO TODAY WAS AN ABSOLUTELY FABULOUS DAY. MY LAST DAY OF SCHOOL AND LAST NIGHT I SAW HASTE THE DAY ( Read more... )

"Well then, I hope that you recieve this letter. I passed by and I saw you. Kicking about in your own blood. Stand, form, grow, are the words I spoke. Promises are what I gave. Diamonds. Beautiful queen ( Read more... )

I THINK I'M OVER THAT KID. I HAVE MOVED ON AND FOUND SOMEONE ELSE. BUT I STILL FEEL WEIRD WHEN SOMEONE BRINGS HIM UP. BUT I WAS LYING ABOUT FINDING SOMEONE ELSE. I'M NOT LOOKING FOR ANYONE BUT. THERE IS SOMEONE WHO I TALKED TO BUT....NOTHING SO FAR. LET HIM COME TO ME. I'M JOINING A STRAIGHTEDGE GANG. I FUCK SHIT UP ( Read more... )

THIS IS ( Read more... )

So pretty much I'm like the stupidest person you'll ever meet. And talk about irony. kinda. MEGfuckface was in the same situation basically. So now I've like....yeah. It's weird. But you know what they say "If you beg for wings you'll only get shotdown". But that's just how it is. I take things for granted and wait to long to tell someone how I ( Read more... )

Today I got back from la. funeral. SAT;went to Tower Records and got the new throwdown cd.[oh yes]. WAY too much shit there. I wish there was one here. Anyways this lame boy [hot] was getting the Converge CD so I laughed at him. And tried talking him into getting ComebackKid or something but some people are just lame, but there in no hope for ( Read more... )

Obsession

Desire

Depression

Nothing is meant to be

Love never wanted me

I feel sick. Probably. I should really be at school right now. I'm getting around too it. I'm really tired and I think I should be sleeping but I'm doing this. I was listeing to Thursday. I pretty much broke my own rule. I have 88 fiends on myspace so that could be a good sign. I don't know for what but I have a good feeling about something. I've ( Read more... )

Today was definately the best day of my life. I'll say it again. Today was the best day of my life ever! I can only hope it gets better. I went to the BlackLabel demo. And holy fuck! It was AMAZING! Because I LOVE Kristian Svitak [he's on my wall]But yeah I met him and...I am going to marry that man one day. Yeah and when the whole team was ( Read more... )