i read this today. it reminds me of alot of people i used to know and know now ( Read more... )

some may call it bravery

others call it stupidity

i just call it, being myself, an asshole.

ive noticed that lately im changing alot, maybe for the worse i dont know, dont care really. But alot of the things i used to love i just kinda dropped. I quit the Upchucks a couple of days ago so i wont be at the show in a few weeks, i might go to hang out with logan but i doubt it. Music just wasnt fun anymore, it seemed more like a job for me. ( Read more... )

Your full name:: James Thomas Carroll ( Read more... )

fuck

firday- skate the base park til 11 tonite

saturday- go to work from 7AM-12PM then skate the base park with harley til 11 again, and he's gonn stay over and were gonna write new material for our show in like 2 weeks

sunday- maybe go to work, and maybe band practice and skate some more

i honestly think im bipolar sometimes, or maybe i just think too much about things. I think i over analyze alot of things i do because im afraid of the outcome. The past few weeks of secretly calling you and seeing you at my work were wondeful and they really got me through a rough patch i was and still am going through. But i cant keep this up, i ( Read more... )

monday- skated
tuesday- skated, went to work then skated more
wednesday-skated
thursday-skated
friday-skated
saturday-skated
sunday- skated, went to work then skated more

and somewhere in there i wrote and played my new acoustic guitar.

10 Firsts ( Read more... )

can we say

The Upchucks are gonna play the 24th ANNUAL PUNK FEST IN SAN ANTONIO ON JANUARY FIRST 2006.