I'm going to start writing in this again but everything will be posted as friends only, so the friends that still use this, sign in if you wish to read.

it's weird because i don't remember writing that last update ( Read more... )

i really don't know wtf is wrong with me sometimes. it's fucking weird and i need to get a grip on things asap

so i've been feeling really good about a lot of things lately. and i finally feel like i'm going somewhere in life. i had my tarot cards read to me the other night and it told me a whole lot of good things that really made me realize that i'm making good decisions. i've had this new philosophy "good things come to those who wait". and my cards ( Read more... )

it seems that whenever i want to do something for myself i never get the support i hope for. unless it's cutting back on the partying.. my dad is all for that. but other then that i usually get lauged at in my face ( Read more... )

everything is everything.. work is work and that is life. for now at least.. i've decided i'm good on the partying for a while. i have the willpower and if my friends don't respect that well then i guess there not real friends huh? i acutally like going out and doing things without getting drunk. i can go the coast and dance without being wasted ( Read more... )

and that it has.. the last time i updated i was just getting my aa/counseling started. well i'm proud to say i've completed that =))) but since then i have totalled out my sunfire.. i got a blazer to replace that though. i'm in the process of paying my parents back though. i've created a little budget plan to save some money up. i have to do this ( Read more... )

everything has been going pretty good. i've been tired though.. working 40-60 hours a week. it takes a toll on ya. good money though so it works. i have no intentions of doing anything this weekend. maybe run errands and meet some loves for lunch saturday but that's all. nobody is coming over & josh will be gone. says me. :):) i told my dad to tell ( Read more... )

delphi is going good. i love everyone that i work with! they are all great<3 things have been great. the money is awesome $$ partyin @ state this weekend! can't wait.

i start at delphi monday... and i'm not gunna lie, i'm nevous as hell!
but just the fact of knowing that within a month i will have no more financial problems if just fabulous! :):):) peace loves<3