I slept over jennas house last night. We were up until 5 re-arranging her room. I inspired her by doing my room first :] it looks really good. I think I'm going over her place later tonight to help her paint it.


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 to see the bigger picture. hurry up and show me already. I'm going to be ok. I know I am. things are looking up already. I have really amazing friends, and I live in a place that people go to for vacation. I've got good parents, and I'm going somewhere in life. I'm not a lazy whore that sits around doing nothing. I work hard. I'm done putting my ( Read more... )

another reason why I love florida.

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STOP GETTING UP FOR THE LET DOWN.

Work sucked. I fell flat on my back in the dishroom trying to do a good deed and fucking clean nina bina's tables. its ok. it could be worse. A steak knife could have gone through my head and killed me. whatever. its a good excuse to take pain killers... 

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my gauges smell like shit.
just thought I'd put that out there.

I miss my nina. we haven't hung out in what feels like forever because they have her working doubles like everday. its retarded. but tomorrow shes got a surprise for me after work :-) i'm excited. shes a really good friend to have. I like talking to jonathan online when hes at work. hes ( Read more... )

I got my paycheck. Only 90$ more to go, then ITS a go. I'm excited. I love it that people ask if me and nina are related almost 10 times a day on different occasions. I don't see it, but whatever. God. I just want ONE nice kiss. right now. ready set go.

I am getting my hair did on Monday, Starphanie just doesn't know shes doing it yet.

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I WONDER IF I'M SEEING NOW, WHAT EVERYBODY SAW THEN...

I can't wait for time to take over. rationalitly. reason. thought value. realism is the coolest. Its defiently worth some investment in. Been there, done that. Not so great until you've decided there aren't any strings attached. I'm claiming celibacy. abstinance is the best.[haHA] hey I found ( Read more... )

my ears hurt like a bitch.

I think I'm working with my little tit mouse tonight, as well as vanessa. I hope! It feels good to sleep in. So I'm doing a 4 day water fast. Detox all that stupid I was talking about. I need to stop drinking soda and eating red meat. not that I eat much of that anyway.  I talked to Ashley Hoffomon online last night. ( Read more... )

I can't wait for Brooke's family to move down here. fucking yes. haha. If one boy decides again he really wants to move too, then it will be just like the old days. with the exception that everybody is in florida.

Yesterday was fun.

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I'M VERY EXCITED ABOUT COMING TO MARYLAND. I'M MORE EXCITED ABOUT THE DRIVE UP THERE THOUGH. WITH MY LITTLE VANESSA AND MY LITTLE NINA. If vanessa can't come with us [which she can,but if] then Jonathan invited us to stay at his place. woo hoo. I can't wait. It should be fun. Today was kind of lame. I went to church then came home and rode my bike ( Read more... )