OH SHIT NIGGA!

I'm defiently coming into MD June 4th-10th. hells yes. me and like 325343 of my friends are driving up there. and staying at the pimped the fucked out econolodge in Frederick HAHA. I'm so excited... woo hoo. then jonathan is driving back with us. I think. If not him then brooke. she'll be staying for a month with us. that means, she' ( Read more... )

I took adderall 20 minuts ago on accident. now i can't sleep. and probably won't tonight. So something amazing has happened. Brookes dad might take a job in Seabring FL. which is like, maybe 15 minutes from my house at the most. This means. If Brooke decides to only stay a semester in Fairbanks then she'll come home to my state and we'll be ( Read more... )

you won't understand this picture.

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silent hill was really retarded. don't waste your money on it. I had to sit next to some black guy the whole time and all he kept talking about was a gun. I was anticipating being attacked and raped. didn't happen. but yeah. gay movie. I made a cute little slideshow thingy. that I love.

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we share scars here. the part where it won't hurt if we fall and scrap our skin against rock and dirt and blood. we cut to make it hurt, or make it something. anything but nothing. everything gets around. empty. fucked. rotten. stolen bruises and brown scabs that stagger off into those mistakes you remember. the times where life punctuates itself ( Read more... )

i applied at pac sun. I wanna work with chay. shes cool. this whole week has been completley random.  I can't really elaborate on that because alot of you wouldn't understand. I've lost 5 more pounds. Its pretty cool. Being emo and working too much really pays off. I mis brooke. I'm going to fly up there with nina when she graduates. then the 3 of ( Read more... )

sometimes its really nice to just stay home and not do anything.
I went tanning.
Nina slept over last night.

thats about it.

tomorrow is school then work.

sunday is brooke.

in the elevation of it,
I curl inside its belly
drafting out ways to
stear clear.

You come to me, coasting along the ridges of sand and rock. Taking away parts nonchalantly smudging the articulate monument of black and gray pastels that linger at the bottom of each cloud; You dive inside, Splicing the water, opening beads that spray along the choppy surface. I've never seen anything so beautiful against the sky.

I pulled so hard until something inside broke.
I'm just falling apart now.
things are just falling apart now.