i dont feel like actually writting.
i need to wash my dye out.

leave comments or something.
say something.

im getting my tatoo from a man named scooby.

infection?

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burnt out and left for dead.
you can't break the broke.
what goes around comes around.
watch the fuck out.
this is an abduction.

Heroin sex x: me and Val were gonna make some shitty Piss drunx things for girls
Heroin sex x: haha we never got to it
pass the xflask: i remember you and val were in "midget mafia"
Heroin sex x: yeah
Heroin sex x: hahah that shit was bad
Heroin sex x: but we were just midgets.....
Heroin sex x: no boards.

brian's a fuckin riot.
♥

so i smiled tonight

even though i was told that im outlandish...

and make things up as i go along...

i think i kind of like it when he talks.

even when i feel like its at me

even when i feel like its bullshit

sometimes hearing it makes my eyes close.

and i never close my eyes ( Read more... )

its almost five in the morning and i cant sleep.becuase i sleep too much
and i know it.

i feel like im in a movie.everything anyone says to me seems old.
like my whole life is being watched.
people seeing how ill react to what this person says and the written-in
underlyring tone that this person spews.

i think i need to quit doing drugs.coz
one ( Read more... )

im smoking all lizas cigarettes.

i think ive finally decided to quit.

im bored of it.

i got stoned yesterday.

my body felt massive.like i was this big honking machine.i could hear everything going on .its was..nuts.
i really like weedi want to see my friends.but i dont know if i know who they are anymore ( Read more... )

things have been very sour,latley.
im kind of in this wierd zombie like state,where im trying so hard to care.
i miss liza.

what else...
someone kind of hurt me, it was short lived (well not EVEN that) and he was way too misty as a person,meaning..i could never really have him and i didnt know if he was really there..(you cant grab mist and keep ( Read more... )

i dont understand how people can be so indifferent towards me.

im so tired of g i v i n g people chances and hoping for the best.

I t ' s \ a l m o s t \ o v e r .

I t ' s \ a l m o s t \ t o o \ l a t e.

The hand that I've been dealt. This hand that's bleeding me dry.

D u e r m a n \ m e .

S a v e \ u s \ b o t h \ t h e \ t i m e \ a n d \ t r o u b l e.

In this game the truth will always be altered.

a guy i vaguely know is making fun of me for getting raped.
accounting it as something i deserved for being " such a tweaker "
"you dont know the story i heard,slut" he says to me.

a little d i s g u s t e d by h u m a n i t y?