new lj
LJUSER = gism_and_a_half
LJUSER = gism_and_a_half
LJUSER = gism_and_a_half
LJUSER = gism_and_a_half
LJUSER = gism_and_a_half
LJUSER = gism_and_a_half
LJUSER = gism_and_a_half
LJUSER = gism_and_a_half
LJUSER = gism_and_a_half
LJUSER = gism_and_a_half

add if you want.

love's a confusing thing,
in my suburban home.
i feel so alone.
i walk through sterile rooms,
there's voices in my head, coming from the phoooooone.
i've got a blow-up doll
and she looks like you, oh little girl.well, the two of us have made a special world, little grrrl ( Read more... )

i havent had sex in 3 months.

i havent had a cigarette in two days.

i havent been happy since i was about 7.

i only love two people.

neither of whom i can fuck.

shoot me in the fuckin mouth.

uhm today was fun. i ate meat.at johnnys house with liza and..johnny.

i wasnt suppose to smoke weed.

uhm but i did.not an obcessive amount like it would have been before but i was still faded amazingly.

..since i stopped doing shit everytime i would get high on anything else it would be really horrible.i would just tripp out really bad.and ( Read more... )

he had the most beautiful eyes ive ever seen on a hollowgram.
silicone depth that ran for miles.

everytime i have a thought im going to put it in here.

so anyways..im totally fAT.
i have orange bangs and no eyebrows.
im with liza.
hi liza.
shes pretty but not that pretty.

heh.on top of my mental defeciency.
speed has givin me this...weight gain
im at the 102 lbs. mark on the scale
time to start the 2 finger diet.

i talked to ray today,he's hilarious.

i think ill start my back-to-school-sewing tonight.i still dont know what school im enrolling in this year ( Read more... )

I NEED TO FALL IN LOVE WITH SOMETHING THAT DOESNT (a)KILL ME,and (b)COST ME A SHIT LOAD OF MONEY A DAY

today i was fiending bad.

people arnt doing thier jobs anymore.
assholes.
i need a dose of human connection.
im tired of living with the androids ive made this home with.
there was a time when i was fuckin content.how could i have been?i wonder.and ask for the ignorance it took to be so.
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and she drew the most fucked up pictures.
with circles of light made from yellow crayon

"it looks as though you killed the stars yourself" he says to me.

"no"

but i smile and entertain myself with the thought.....