i'm falling for someone.

i'm not gonna sleep tonight.
i'm sad now, because of all the music i just listened to.
and i'm alone, since no one is online or anything.

i think i'm gonna go try and have a cigarette.
i want one.

today.
i woke up at 7.

picked up josh.

at 8, we were making mojitos in my car while i drove around.
those are pretty good.

MOJITO!

but.
vodkavodkavodka.

hasn't set so well with my stomach..
everything in it feels liquid.

so.
i've come up with a solution.

no drinking tomorrow.
no liquor, anyway.
;]

i like you, a lot.
i do, i do!

and you said you were crushing on me..
but i think that's gone now.
"/

i just wanted you to know that it's all still here.
<3

ugh.

1.wrong.
2.wrong.
3.wrong.
4.complicated.

but you are different.

i've got lots on my mind.
it's like...
the first time in a while.

where i feel like my brain is on overload.

"/

and i can almost guarantee that i'll be in tears tomorrow.

my girlfriend.
makes me.
very, very happy.

i had forgotten how fun being a couple could be.
<3

let's go to prom next year.

i've smoked 3 blunts today.

i have my car this week.
no 3rd period, like.. ever again.
i'm buying an 8th of chronicccc monday.
and and anddd...

i have a girlfriend.
:]