yeah. i'm moving again.
i want to leave all this shit in this journal behind me now.
because i wish from december.
to now. never even happened.
i'm going to leave it here for a bit.
to give people time to add me new one.
then delete it.
because i'll know ill be tempted to look back at it again.

x_ceramic

this week has been pretty gay ( Read more... )

been a while since i have updated this... i've been sober for about a week now. i bust my chain on last saturday by doing loads of shitmixing experiments and mixing strong spirits and getting rather drunk. My mother still hasn't gone and booked the doctors appointment yet to see if my knidneys are poorly, they are going to have to do some ( Read more... )

last night was pretty shit ( Read more... )

Today was alright.
Went to school at about 1ish.
went for a smoke with Kirsty before the art exam.
someone kept on making silly noises.
which made me and maria laugh.
walked home.
rained a bit.
sang random songs with maria.
and now i'm home.
& there's another visit to the doctors coming up. :[

I feel fucking terrible ( Read more... )

Last night was not fun ( Read more... )

This song makes me laugh because I'm childish

Yesterday I speant most of the day lying in bed.
feeling like dying.
I dont think i'm getting drunk ever again for a long long time ( Read more... )

Yesterday was pretty much the same as yesterday ( Read more... )

Last night was my typical friday night ( Read more... )