hi this is chelsey, not amanda. i used to have one of these then got sick of writing my life story. basically amanda is my beeflah. nothing will change, everr! umm idk, we've been through alot and if you mess with her you mess with me! i kno ima big threat, riiighT? well i love her to death and she gave me her name and password so i could read old ( Read more... )

lj world, its been foreve. i miss it so much, i like to take a month away then come back and read. i love reading through my old entrys the oldest ones are a riot, i must say ( Read more... )

life is seriously so insane. one day im like fuck yeah life is good. the next im like what the fuck this sucks. and this..just sucks... god damn. i've officaly learned you CANNOT change anyone. you can't save anyone they have to save themselves. i'm a bad learner.. but i hope one day when i have a kid of my own ill be able to teach them and they'll ( Read more... )

I was bound to get caught..pot-head.

i haven't wrote in this since north carolina. that is so long ago. so much has changed. pretty much my life is the same stressful bullshit. i lost the biggest piece of stress but yet, i didnt. hes still lingering around my life haunting me and pulling pieces of my heart away like he always has. i met a wonderful person that lives so many miles away ( Read more... )

It's so weird that this year I didn't even get to anticipate going away for 2 weeks. Last year I remember me and jay would talk about it months before I left. Yes, I'm leaving for North Carolina in the morning for 17 days away from my mom and dad and annoying brothers. Also, away from many of the other people that have made me want to pull my hair ( Read more... )

seriously, what happend to my optomism? I use to have such a happy and good outlook on life. Now i won't deny it i can be so bitchy and I hate it. I want it to be the way it was before or maybe this was meant to happen? Either way it sucks. summers almost here so the fun begins. can i get a WOO WOO (joanna) haha.

I'll never let go, of you. I promise.

you know, i'm truely suffocated. i'm not here to complain and such but little do alot of you know, my mom & dad are the pain in my ass. For one reason, they had me young. My mom was 18 when i was born. You're probably thinking okay? cool. Well no, it changes alot. That means i have probably some of the youngest parents in my grade of kids. My ( Read more... )

pretty much i wish everyone would go on a LJ crazzzzze i hate myspace seriously.