mikeslife413 
 new  lj umm add it i guess if you want to read about me  and how i sit at my house all day playing video games wishing i had friends.

FUCK.

olollololololollolololol so much for " i told him the same thing i told you, it would never happen"
  talk about a  punch to the heart.

i hope you enjoy it
while im hating every moment of it.

havnt made a post in a while because nothing cool has happend lately.
all i do now is skateboard,work and watch movies.
None of my friends talk to me anymore and they all forgotten about me
so i might stop going to sahauro because who would i see?
im geting fat.

i told her how sorry i was.
i hope she believes me.

soo im going back to fucking up my life.
party hard.

soooo fuck last night.
it was gay and retarded.
all i did was drive around town hating everything i saw.
then i would find a big empty place and walk around in it trying to find something cool but i didnt.
fuck.

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH
 im mr.failure  and i suck at everything i do. be pissed at me all you want or hate me. shows that you were never my friend in the first place.
it has to be the teeth that makes  girls hate me because im nice in every other way.
maybe my hair that kinda sucks to.

wow all still cant believe it.
you were the last person i would expect to give me shit about it because i told you everything and i thought you understood how i felt.
im just blown away after how nice i was and got you stuff all the time. i get this.
bye

being the nicest person ever doesnt pay off.
i cant do anything with pissing off someone
even someone who i thought was a good friend
i dont like how things turned out and i will regret it probably.
but damnit i guess i shouldnt have feelings for anything.

i loose again.
i ask her to hang out with me this weekend she said she would but instead she hangs out with the other person.
so this is gay gay gay gay.
damn.
nothing good happens to me.