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Oh my God, this is soooo long, but I needed to talk and didn't have anyone to talk to.
So NO ONE uses LJ anymore. Not even me, but here we go, because I need somewhere to write all this hoo ha going on in my head. I just am so confused it's rediculous. I am not at all confused about Ryan, just what to do AFTER him. And I mean, I have moved on from my past, believe me.... but I HATE wondering what might have been, and I think that ( Read more... ) -
LIFE IS FALLING INTO PLACE
AND I AM GOING TO CONTINUE TO TYPE IN CAPS BECAUSE I AM SO EXCITED. I REALLY AM NOT SURE WHAT IS IN STORE EXACTLY, BUT EVERYTHING IS JUST. AH. ESPECIALLY
THIS HOUSE!
I AM SO EXCITED ABOUT LIVING WITH RYAN TOO. I DON'T REALLY CARE IF YOU THINK IT'S NOT RIGHT, OR WHAT'S "BEST", IT'S WHAT I WANT, WHAT I FEEL IS RIGHT, AND WHAT I FEEL IS "BEST", SO DON'T ( Read more... ) -
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i hate everything.
i cant stop crying. the only thing keeping me sane is the known fact that from this exact point, nothing could get worse.
since we are not talking. the only thing that would hurt more is the other people. God, if you're there.. please please please help me know what to do. -
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everyone i know is in europe or somewhere more fun and cool than here. i am so jealous. and my friend linda wants to leave; believe me girl, i would take your place in a HEARTBEAT. america is so dull these days. at least for the next few. my friends here are still amazing though. =)
countdown to alabama : 50 days. got it right. i simply cannot -
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I FUCKING HATE GOODBYES. my eyes hurt so badly. goodbye. -
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that was the best sex of my life. i am so serious it is rediculous.
and if you are leaving someone for college or something, listen to the song "better than me" by hinder. www.myspace.com/hindermusic
its good to be un single again. -
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I GRADUATE TODAY BITCHESSSSSSSSSSS!!!
..and im on livejournal. hahaha.
pictures to comeee! -
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looook at my new icon =DDD
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and then you bring me home, afraid to find out that youre alone
maybe i was wrong. "sometimes i think im way to much for a girl to deal with. but youre way easy to talk to and youre smart with people. so if anyone understands, its you." i love him. this kid is so like me in the way of thinking, but were still extremely different people. i just hope he stays this amazing. -
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really, i think he just treats me like any girl friend.