Mommy,

Jan 09, 2005 11:36

I haven’t been able to sleep good for the past couple of days. I’ve been going to sleep late, about 2 am and I still wake up at around 7 am. I guess it’s because I’ve been worrying so much about my mother ( Read more... )

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nothingtoshow January 9 2005, 19:44:40 UTC
i've been sleeping terribly as well. it's the weather.

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so___tonguetied January 9 2005, 20:12:07 UTC
I have no idea how it feels to be you right now, but I will be praying for your mother every day and every nite.

And you know, she's probably stubborn because she's terrified. Before my great aunt passed, she wouldn't do anything either. She wouldn't eat, she wouldn't sleep. It all happened so fast, and I hope that with your mom she realizes how many people love her and need her in their lives before things get any worse. And knowing that her family loves her and needs her will be enough for her to try to get better.

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eesh_leeba_oysh January 9 2005, 21:31:25 UTC
fab i'll pray for you yr mom and yr famili eh i hate when a new year starts things always start to happen, brandons mom, my aunt and now my mom is getting sick

if you need anyone you can talk to me

<3

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afterparty January 9 2005, 21:31:27 UTC
im so sorry fab.

i cant even imagine what you're going through, but i know it's the hardest thing you've ever dealt with in your life.

keep in mind, though your mother may act like it's not a big deal, she's scared to death and she thinks if she can convince everyone else it's not a big deal, she can convince herself.

the only thing you can really do is be there for her and show her everyday how much you love her. i think that's the only thing she really needs right now.

im always here to talk <3

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uponwaking_ January 9 2005, 22:01:21 UTC
im sorry that you're going through all of this...i know both you & your mom are scared, & even though you want to run away, its awesome that you're not. you shouldnt feel bad for not being there for her 100% of the time (because of work), because im sure she knows youre always willing to help her, and that you love her <3 i agree w/everyone in that shes probably really scared and thats why shes in denial about her illness, but maybe you should sit down with her, and hug her & tell her u love her & that youre really worried and that you dont want to lose her, and try to convince her to start eating & taking care of herself..you've probably already done that a zillion times, but maybe she needs to be reminded.

anyway, i'm always always always here if you need to talk or escape for a minute. i <3 you fab!

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