In the wonderful words of the new teeny-bop band PARAMORE..

"I never meant to brag
But I got him where I want him now
It was never my intention to brag
To steal it all away from you now

But god does it feel so good
Cause I got him where I want him right nowAnd if you could then you know you would ( Read more... )

Apparently it doesn't exist anymore.
Things you once thought to be personal are now everybody's business.

That's fine. I have nothing to hide.
(And you can read this knowing he chose me.
He left you for me.)

My 19th birthday was wonderful ( Read more... )

In 8 days, I will be 19. Here is what I know ( Read more... )

My boyfriend and I did a quick little phone-to-phone apartment search today.
Atrocious. Prices, that is. And very, very strange mentally. We actually were looking for a place to live togetherIf I am unsure about anything in my life, (Which I am. I'm unsure about a lot, actually.) Johnny is not one of those things. Fuck. It is amazing. I am so ( Read more... )

As stressed out as I am on many different levels, I am trying to find my centre. Retain peace, patience and keep collected ( Read more... )

So, my sincerest hope is that school will distract me to the fullest and help me forget about my heartache. I also am shooting to do whatever it takes to finish by January, so I can move back to Pasadena ( Read more... )

Well, then ( Read more... )

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I think I fell in love with Johnny.
And I only say I think because..
I don't know if I know what love is.

I know whatever I do have for him just,..
At random moments in my day, my heart will break so bad I can't catch my breath.
Just knowing he's not around.

I ache for him ( Read more... )