I will be in a new town, with new faces, and all familiarity will be gone ( Read more... )

Why do we all have to grow up so fast?

Sincerely-
Elysse

Johnny and I had a bonfire last night that no-one decided to go to.
But we had fun.

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Part of me wishes that we had never met (again.) That he was just this guy, that I briefly hung out with once. The end. But no. He had to lean his pretty face behind the counter and say, "you should smile more ( Read more... )

Barf Barf Barf. Why the fuck did I have to meet some goddamn, stupid, cute, fucking crazy-sweet boy before I decide I have to change my fucking life!? Why couldn't he have just fucking found me a little sooner and then we would just be this happy little thing and I would just be happy just being with him. Because I am. Jesus Christ. I am happy just ( Read more... )

As of Monday I've put in my two weeks notice.
My last day of work is the 16th.
I leave town on the 26th.
I'm just fucking doing it.
I'm going to Santa Cruz and leaving the City of Angels behind for a while.

I'm also leaving behind a best-friend ( Read more... )

Could you please fucking ask me to be your goddamn girlfriend?
Please?
Sincerely-
Elysse

I find myself in that under-achieving groove again and I don't like it. I feel like I have been giving 110% of myself everyday for the past couple weeks and I'm fucking tired. I keep telling myself to snap out of it, but I just can't shake it. I just want to sleep and eat and be lazy. I'm not depressed either, because I don't really have anything ( Read more... )

So, now I have my promotion AND my license.
Still need to acquire a vehicle, but that's in the works.
I then need to get my G.E.D. (This should probably come before insurance, seeing as I'm going to be forking over half a paycheck.)
Then maybe I'll take some General Ed at PCC and figure out what the fuck I'm gonna do with my life.

In other news, I ( Read more... )

I do not know how I am alive. I just am ( Read more... )