i am freakin' amaazing.

(go add me there. my precious ___peekaboo has been retired. [maybe])

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i think i'm falling in love with someone i don't even really know.
and it is falling in love, if only because i fall in love with everything. a crush for others is love for me.
it might be a product of me just wanting someone to love me; i don't know.

but;

it hurts at much as not being able to live.

i'm royally fucked.

my friends are all changing around me; meeting new people. going on dates. doing all kinds of stuff.

and i sit in my dad's house, with no internet, no phone, no idea whats going on.
and it hurts; not them doing happy things. that makes me happy. it hurts not being able to live.

In the process of giving Kiara, our 4 year old calico girl kitty, her medicine, you have to hold open her mouth and give her a 'shot' of vitamins. (it's not really a shot; and involves no needles). Well, Kiara got pissed ( Read more... )

Most of this crap is expensive, or crap that can't be bought. But here it is, regardless ( Read more... )

Despite gaps in updating, this journal has seen me through alot. My happiest times. Purple hair. Avoiding school. Finding out my mom and Beth were quite abit more than friends. The hell with my dad. And now it will see me return to my mom ( Read more... )

My life has erupted into hell ( Read more... )