Rob has written me twice. I wasn't going to respond, but then I finally did. He seems to be showing hopes of changing into a better person. But, he always says that. The real test is whether or not he follows through when he's not in jail. Sometimes he tends to be all talk, but I'm praying that he is sincere ( Read more... )

All I have to say is that I've had a change of heart. I love my family more than anything. =]

Today I had a doctor's appointment mad early. I was so tired that I didn't want to go, but I forced myself to. They checked out my hernia and it's still there. No shit you bunch of sherlocks, I'm obviously not still in pain for no reason at all. I really hope I don't have to get surgery because that scares the shit out of me. After that I went and ( Read more... )

Sooo, I've just been workin' my ass off lately. Got  a couple grand saved up so far. DRK's last show is the 27th. I can't wait to go, but it's gonna be kinda sad. Now I have to finish planning Caden's birthday party. I think I might write back to BJ because I'm really sick of his stupid letters. Go take care of your other kid, Caden & I are more ( Read more... )

Sooo Saturday night all of a sudden I started cramping and it was awful. Then I threw up, a lot. Sooo I went to the Emergency Room. I was dehydrated...again. This is the 2nd time in my pregnancy I've had to go to the ER because I was dehydrated. They gave me 3 friggin' liters of fluid. Now everybody is up my ass to keep drinking all day and night ( Read more... )

I've been in a lot of pain lately. I should be going to the doctor's today to find out what's going on. They might induce me really early. A part of me really hopes they do. I want this over and done with. I'm so sick of being pregnant. It's supposed to be something you enjoy with the child's father, and I'm not lucky enough to. Even when he was ( Read more... )

I haven't really been updating because I've been trying to keep myself busy everyday and night. There's only 37 days left in my pregnancy. I can't wait to get my old life back. I've finally accepted that we will never be a family. I've also decided that the best thing will be to terminate my parental rights when the baby is born. I can't afford to ( Read more... )

Tuesday I picked up my check. I got screwed out of like 5 hours, but they're going to add them to next week's check. Hopefully that works out. I had lots of days off this week too. =] I needed the break ( Read more... )

I ended up going to work on mischief night, even though I said I wasn't going to. I guess two people called out. I need the extra money anyways. I've already saved up about $1k. I'm really proud of myself ( Read more... )

So, Monday night I came in at 8pm to close. We didn't leave until like 4:20am ( Read more... )