The days have gotten much easier. Friday was a pretty good night. I'm glad to know I can still go out and have fun and have friends ( Read more... )

I guess I'm going to a party in Milford tonight. It's going to be nice to go out and meet new people.

Today was a really good day. I went and my mom bought me a new cell phone even though the one that Rob stole wasn't insured and she had to pay out of pocket.  I talked to the prosecutor today and he told me that he has to pay restitution for my phone, which will be around $329. And, since he's a minor his mom will have to pay if he doesn't. So, I' ( Read more... )

You know, I keep going back and forth between missing you and crying and then hating you. What possessed you to rob me? Seriously. I just wanted my cell phone back. I wasn't even intending on actually calling the police. I told you I did so maybe you'd get scared and give the phone but you didn't. Then, I go to work and somebody already called the ( Read more... )

I keep getting upset, but then I remind myself that you were cheating on me. I don't care how much you deny it. YOU WERE. I'm not stupid. If you weren't, you would have just shown me your buddylist.  I just need to keep reminding myself of what I no longer have to deal with now that you're gone. Such as ( Read more... )

So, things were sorta better. Rob promised things would change. He won't control me anymore...yet somehow he still is. I don't work closings anymore even though I wanted to work closings once in a while. What doesn't he get? I like working closings because then I get to spend ALL day with him and Caden. He gets to do whatever he wants. He gets to ( Read more... )

Everything was supposed to be perfect when Rob got out of jail, so why isn't it? I don't understand. That night at Branford Point was fucking perfect. I've never been so happy in my life. But, now he's just back to acting like an asshole to me about EVERYTHING. Why does he have to be so controlling? I know we've both done shit in the past, but ( Read more... )

So, I guess things are squared away with the protective order violations. An officer listened to the voicemail and he said a warrant will go out in about 2 weeks. I talked to the victim's advocate and she said that she'll put in a notice to the prosecutor in the mean time so that on his next court date they know he's violated his probation or ( Read more... )

So, I either get my first paycheck the 30th, or the following Tuesday ( Read more... )

It's so weird how people pop up when you need them. Last I remember, me and Chris said really awful things to each other and hated each other. Today I checked facebook and he messaged me asking me how I'm doing and that he wants to talk.  He's always been a good friend and somebody to talk to. I wonder if he still comes to CT to visit all the time ( Read more... )