nothing yet....but im tryin real hard to figure it out...and i hate this feeling...i thought i was all done crying...but here they come...my old friends, the kind that you never really forget, and sometimes kinda miss, but you dont ever want to see again...they're knocking on my door.

things just arent what they used to be...do i push people away? is it me or something else? i cant figure out how one minute i have so many people in my life that i love and that love me...then WHAM all gone...just like that. i honestly dont know what to think...i cant even sort this out in my head. im just...there isnt really a word to say....i ( Read more... )

thinkin about switchin to GJ...comment + tell me wat you think! ( Pros + Cons of the GJ... )

                                                        hated last night

hated today

( hate )

this is how i feel....if u dont like it then im sorry....if you do then yay!

( my worst kept secret )

so he comes outta nowhere and calls me n asks for my sn bc he doesnt remember it for a new sn or somethin...i ddnt pay that much attention seeing how i was in aboslute shock that he was on the other end of my phone...so he gets online...after us not talking for almost 2 months prolly and woosh there i go again...see first you need to understand thw ( Read more... )

man o man it was SO so nice seein trish again...you dont really realize how much you love someone till you dont see them for a while. we had TONS O FUN! at the park lol heck yea we went to the playground n "swang" on the swings....we just hung out and talked and man did i miss that girl! then we hid all over the playground lol and made up a new ( Read more... )

yep...i kinda like him...uht oh! bring on the craziness! hes real hott tho so its not my fault! i cant help it! hmmph

he is awesome...tonite was awesome...things are just awesome. thanks james for the best time ever! <3 ya SO much! cant wait for tomarrow! see you all there! xoxo

i have 15 minutes b4 im goin to bed so i figured id update...this weekend was full of emotions...but im not sad about it that much anymore bc it made me realize ALOT about myself. first of all i am gonna be ok...its gonna take alot more time than i anticipated but eventually i'll be me again... **and i just want to apologize to everyone im close ( Read more... )