itcould_b_sweet.

new journal again. I dont care if you read or not. its friends only. comment and ill add you. otherwise dont read.

If I had what would help me get away I'd be all for it.

I don't want this. Im not happy with it, or the situation. I can't live with not knowing anything. I mean anything. living of false feelings I pretend are real. never knowing if they are. I have nothing figured out, nothing, and I wish I did. Im over it. and this. I wish I could belive ( Read more... )

my parents havent seen my for DAYS. and the moment I walk into the door they yell at me. well fuck them. the end ( Read more... )

Ive been wasting my time.

well if you didn't, now you do.

[things will definitly change from here on out]

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!! YOU FUCKING SLUTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT

I miss kristyn. If your read this just know Im happy Im with you. I love you.

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Im so tierd. The days are boring, I have nothing to look forward to, and Im stuck in this position I don't want to be, and actually I just want out of it, but seem to not be able to get away... maybe I don't want to get away, maybe I do...[I don't] but I just wish things were a little different. time will tell I guess ( Read more... )

bout to sip on some syrup so I can go to fucking sleep. I slept all day so Im not tierd. It sucks. The End.

Today was horrible ( Read more... )