Hello. I've not wrote in here for about 4 years :O, so i thought I'd update it a little bit as alot has changed. I have my own flat now, I drive, I work as a carer, I have a new girlfriend who's even better than the last,lol. I also have new friends and plan to go back to college this year. So everythings improved and coming together at last! The ( Read more... )

Not wrote in here in a while. Went through a real bad patch but I suppose things will pick up, don't really want to get into detail about it. All I can say is that I'm not longer in my familys good books and feel a bit down with EVERYTHING thats going on but I'm sure I'll get through it. I've applied for my own house and things so it should be ok. ( Read more... )

Farewell... I'm outta here!!!

Everything seems to be going fine, when all of a sudden *BAM!*, something goes wrong! I mean why do I do these things that piss people off or why do they get annoyed at random things or stupid things! Again I'm at the point of wanting to split myself into pieces, so everyone is happy! I mean if it s not one thing its another, so I guess it ME! I ( Read more... )

Hey. I was an extra in a film yesterday and I didn't realise it would be soo much work! LOL. (The films called Nina's Heavenly Delights, which sounds like a porno but it's not, LOL) The film is obviously low budget but gave me and my classmates sound experience. But my day was kinda fucked up yesterday! 1st I was to meet Danielle at Central station ( Read more... )

I woke up today feeling alot better than I did last night but as soon as I got to college it had started again! So as soon as I got in the building I went to my guidance lecturer and asked to be sent home. I was then checked by the 1st aider who hadn't a clue what was wrong with me as, as she put it she's only trained to put a plaster on, LOL. So ( Read more... )

I'm starting to panic! I mean my face and tongue are badly swollen! I haven't done anything different from what I usually do so I don't know what it is. And also my body feels all tinglely, I think I'm dying, LOL. (Well not quite!) but it's still worrying but we'll see what happens, update later, if I can see :P

Hey. Just thought I'd give a random update. Well college is ok, I fell out with Danielle and that or rather I thought they had fallen out with me turns out that I was just read it wrong, LOL. so everythings fine. I'm supposed to be out for a drink with the guys from college soon which would be cool and i think they want to go to the student union, ( Read more... )

I'm feeling alot better today, I think I was just feeling sorry for myself yesterday and I needed a good cry so I suppose that helped. I went and seen Judith last night as she felt down so I went up and cheered her up and it helped me too. I'm going to try and stop complaining about things as my life is not that bad, I mean I have good friends who ( Read more... )

I'm one of those 'I want to cry' moods, just everything is getting to me! As always really! I was ok this morning but its just hit me this evening that I can't handle things. College is messing me about and costing me too much, I'm being selfish when it comes to my gf as I'm so in love with her I always put her first and hardley ever see my mates. ( Read more... )