tonight at marks i realized that everyone i hang out with has a boyfriend/girlfriend.
its kind of depressing.
no, scratch that; its really depressing.

today i was making small talk with this girl at caribou coffee and she jokingly asked if i needed a girlfriend. and i puased and said, yes. i do need a girlfriend.

whoooooooooooooooo wants a

...in my neck of the woods ( Read more... )

I WANT SOME FUCKING FAINT CDS.
I.E. WET FROM BIRTH
DANCE MACABRE

so on the way back from new york my mind went crazy and i grabbed the nearest pen and paper and my first successfull stream of consience writing was born. i niether knew what i was writing nor tried to while under the influence of it. heres what i wrote ( Read more... )

im going to new york for the weekend, in like twenty minutes or so.
and for some reason, i went blind for about five minutes while in the shower. nothig to do with shampoo or shit, i just couldnt see anything for five minutes. everything was gray and shapeless.
im pretty scared.
shhhh dont tell anyone ok?

Say you stand by your man ( Read more... )

i just got out of work. i put in some overtime but im not tired yet.
why does it suck to have so much love for someone? it shouldnt. but in my case, it does.
you know you really love someone when they dont even ask you to forgive them, because they dont need to. because you've already started to ( Read more... )

why i still have this account is beyond me. but it is nice to let loose on something not alive every once in a while. ...as if i would really let loose on something that is alive, but whatever ( Read more... )

i had a terrible wonderful dream last night. i could barely sleep afterwords because i thought i would dream of it again. but instead i spent the rest of the day thinking of it ( Read more... )

i hate you.