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I put my money where my mouth is & bought a grill,

20 carrots 30 stacks let em know im so fo' real

Sooo um forget my thoughts about me never finding anyone else.. my new boy is fucking gorgeoussssssssss.. plus he makes me breakfast in the morning at 5am. :) His name is nathan and he is the hottest guy I have ever seen. I must be the luckiest ( Read more... )

And all you bitches know 30 minutes after the show youre gonna be alll over this..

www.myspace.com/idolizemewhore
new pics. ;)

dude im gay.

Umm Worst Fucking Adventure OF MY LIFE..

kay so i promised my friend eric that i would go to his show. i didnt plan on being there very long, i planned on staying just to hear erics band play (Red I Flight) and then I wanted to peace out. (I don't like going to shows that much anymore..) So anyways, I stayed for a little bit, then went home. Then ( Read more... )

I'm not sure if what I'm doing is right.. and quite honestly I don't fucking care because it feels sooo good.

We let the doves do it for us, we don't cry tears..

Yeah so my weekend was terribly shitty, just in case you were wondering. I met this guy named Zack that I really liked and I thought that he would help me get over Brian but apparently that wasn't the case. Zack was having a party on Saturday and the party itself was amaazing, I didnt know ( Read more... )

And I said 'Did you know I miss you?'

So anyways. Talked to brian last night. The "getting back together" thing is still up in the air, but it definitely wont happen anytime soon. Talked to Jordan last night.. he was concerned because I wasnt getting enough sleep. I sort of am not but that's not my fault, my body is fucked up and wont go to sleep ( Read more... )

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So today I came home from school and I was STARVING so Brian brought me pizza. He also got me a dozen roses with a card that says:

"So I guess this is me asking for you back. If I have to I will get down on my knees and beg. Just let me know if that's what it takes. I miss you, and I love you so much! You are the only thing that makes me happy.

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