nothing to really say.
i miss tommy. a lot. but we're busy. sooo BLAH! but i think it's over. god i'm sad now.
i want to see the incredibles.
i love my bff<333 ( Read more... )

sam came over and we had fun. yeah just look and enjoy. don't you love picture posts?

( BFF FUN. DUH! )

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i hate when people ask me what something is or what it means. it is what it is and it means what it means. don't ask me to explain it to you. because i won't. i'd like to say exactly what i'm thinking in that exact moment but, no one will understand. so i keep it to myself, hoping that someone will want to talk to me about how the way the stars ( Read more... )

and the days grew shorter though you never seemed to realize how the sky turned pink and orange because your eyes were always fixed on the way your hands move when you describe something you made up in your head. it's not like the street lights are going to give you away. so why don't you stop pretending to be someone else and keep me close and ( Read more... )

i don't care anymore. i don't want to care anymore. and i don't want to feel anymore ( Read more... )

he was on. he was on. HE WAS FUCKING ON! and i wasn't there to catch him. and i missed him. again. i always miss him. why do things have to be so hard ( Read more... )

i fell in love today. with a boy who had longing eyes and wishful ears. who's touch is amazing and you'd never want to stop talking to him.
no i never fell in love but i could have.

i'm tired.
goodnight.

so yesterday char came over. we had fun. went swimming and sat around watching vh1 all day while we drank jamba juice. that was after i took my asvab which by the way was retarded!! it had all of this mechanical shit i didn't even know about. oh well. it's just to see where i am anyways. then we went to the library and i got a lot of FLB books. i ( Read more... )

sometimes i'd like to live in my dreams. pull myself tight into a ball that no one can break. not even if they tried and told me everything i ever wanted to hear. because when you live in your dreams you can be anything the world you live in can look like a rainbow or a magazine with it's skinny fake models and colorful canveses of pictures of ( Read more... )