sometimes i'd like to live in my dreams. pull myself tight into a ball that no one can break. not even if they tried and told me everything i ever wanted to hear. because when you live in your dreams you can be anything the world you live in can look like a rainbow or a magazine with it's skinny fake models and colorful canveses of pictures of ( Read more... )

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i wish the great singers of the past could come back and sing me the tunes of their loves and lovers they've had. they seem to make so much sense. what with their voices and words and how love will never fade and the moon is somewhere only they are able to visit. and the planets are always aligned because knowing that the sky is always blue never ( Read more... )

I love the feeling I get when I’m walking home. Getting lost in the illuminating glow of the moon and trying to listen to the way the stars twinkle, because we all know that they share secrets between them. Even stars need to be heard. And the way the crickets make their music thinking like they are ten feet tall and everyone around them stops and ( Read more... )

nothing mcuh has happened except for school and what not ( Read more... )

ok so i handled the fucking bank thing. how i love tellers or atm's. they save my life. but i still need to go back tomorrow to put my check in the bank. i hate money. bleh! and i got this whole lecture from my dad today about my money and blahblah. i just kind of tuned him out and brought up a nother subject ( Read more... )

alright so i didn't go out yesterday. and i got the worst news ever!!! i owe the bank 300 dollars cause i don't know how to keep my checking account. fdeiojwrhdusfguiwaoieiowejort!!!! thank goodness for my savings account. but shit, i hate the bank. they can die. what if they judge me when i walk in?! AGH! i hate being 18. blahblahblahblahblah ( Read more... )

FUCK! why must i always be stood up. don't call me and tell me we're going to hang out when you don't even make an effort to do so! jackasses. everyone is a jackass. why do all my friends suck? ok well then, i don't have any friends. i'm tired of seeing the inside of my house all damn day. FUCK! i'm pissed. i'm pissed ( Read more... )

it's not suppose to hurt. nothing is suppose to hurt. it fucking sucks when i know someone is hurting and i can't do anything about it. nothing at all. not one fucking thing ( Read more... )

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