i havent written anything in almost a month. (as far as writing, not lj) the last thing i wrote was about 3 weeks ago and it was less than average. it was a pile of shit, for lack of a better word ( Read more... )

And I'm sorry, I sound glad, but why always be so sad?

<3 things are looking up

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fuck.

my life is basically a giant writers block. 
and everyone else is living on their rainbow clouds in a storybook fairytale.
dreaming takes you absolutely nowhere.
but at the same time, what are we without our dreams? we're 2-dimensional puppets. 
it's a disheartening notion to come to when you realize that you can't change the world- that you might not ( Read more... )

hello. today, i watched "glitter ( Read more... )

11:11 and I’m sewing dream-catchers from the torn stitches of my past,

Sleeping soundly in desires behind improvised eyes,

Fearing of waking to find myself roaming,

Deported from idealism and cast on the foreign shores of veracity

and all that I am is embedded in morning,

all that I can become is mapped out before unlocked eyes

but I’m dormant and ( Read more... )

i hate this time of year. like the time right after christmas and new years and then all of a sudden, the world just falls in love. people everywhere are all lovey dovey and you just wanna bash their fucking pretty lovestruck faces in with your history text book, which you have a test in tomorrow on relief, reform and recovery but you cant ( Read more... )

hellooooo. today we got interms. my moms like "you got the lowest grade in gym." ms. budd hates me and gave me a b/c. bff ( Read more... )

hi ( Read more... )