It's happening again. Granted, I haven't taken my meds in about a week. Things were going so great. I was so glad to be back, but it just takes something as little as a Facebook message to make me like this. That in itself is pathetic. I don't know what to do.

I'm back at school. I must say, it feels great. Not necessarily because I'm qutie drunk right now, but because for the first time in a few months, I feel home ( Read more... )

I'm crying my eyes out after watching The Notebook on TVLinks. I'm wondering if what I experienced a month ago would be considered my first love. I don't know what would be worse: to know that he's nothing like the person I thought he was, or for him to be everything I did. If the first were to be true, I'd feel sorry for myself for having put ( Read more... )

Back "home," if that's what it's called. I'm very lost ( Read more... )

College is...interesting, to say the least ( Read more... )

Okay, so tomorrow's orientation for my first year of college, my mom and I are staying at her friend's house until then, yadda yadda...what do I do? I drive the car into a fucking ditch in their driveway. Now they're pissed, having to call AAA and all, and I'm in "my" room cutting myself and posting on livejournal. Seriously, if I had an ounce ( Read more... )

So I had my first real kiss a couple nights ago ( Read more... )

It sucks to have really good looking friends. Especially if one of them starts flirting with the boy you have a really big crush on. And it makes you feel like shit because you've liked him for a while and she knows all about it, but still she just wants to prove to herself and everyone else that she can get any guy she wants ( Read more... )

I can't stop cutting ( Read more... )

I'm at it again. The medical term used today I believe was "self-destructive behavior ( Read more... )