I don't know how I'm supposed to feel ( Read more... )

So I'm watching "Say Anything" - probably the worst movie to watch if you already feel bad about yourself - and I feel as though I'm going to explode into tiny, burning pieces of hate. Hate for myself. And it sucks, naturally ( Read more... )

So it's Spring Break, and I'm sick. This is absolutely perfect ( Read more... )

Something's really wrong with me. It's been a really long time that I've been wanting to eat ALL the time and really tired before 3 PM. Consequently, I've probably gained 5+ pounds, although I'm too scared to look ( Read more... )

Okay. So things haven't been going so well ( Read more... )

I hate myself.

I really do.

So I'm fat ( Read more... )

It's winter break ( Read more... )

so anyway, i've been 18 for about two weeks. bought a pack of cigs, but the asshole at the reister questioned my i.d., so it ruined the moment. i don't want to become a smoker though, people judge you and you're more prone to littering ( Read more... )

i'm pretty sure that if i had the guts, i'd kill myself.
but i don't.

here's to misery!