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my new user name. this ones ACTUALLY going to be friends only.go to it.now.

Uh well I haven't written in a bit, but Evan told me too, so I will. So I guess I'll write this entry for you.

Alright well, here it goes. Evan, I'm so glad that I met you, and that we became close, I love talking to you and I really hope that everything works out, Im not good at relationships or commitment but I think that I'd really like to try ( Read more... )

Yesterday was the dance, and the bon fire. The dance wasn't as cool as I'd hoped, Me and Rob broke up, and then kind of got back together, but kind of didn't. Then I slept over Taras and we stayed up till 4 in the morning watching movies, that made us want to fall in love. Today was the homecoming game & parade. I finally got to see evan i have't ( Read more... )

Today was ok I guess, the periods were shortened due to the pep rally, and Mr. Jennette gave us a quiz. I guess on every question. The pep rally was fun, and tonight the dance & the bon fire. I spent 8th period with Joe i nthe library, and I kept spazzing out because he kept trying to stick things in my ear. I forgot me ID card in my locker though ( Read more... )

I hate when you make me jealous. I hate when you change the subject. And don't know what to say. I hate how you never reassure me. And how you make me feel so worthless sometimes.

Jfk, Here I come!!!

I fucking hate carmel.

I hate having no control. i hate not being able to change things. I hate feeling selfish for wanting to keep you here. when I know you'll be better off elsewhere. I hate feeling so attached.

Out of everyone I know, out of everyone I care about, or have met in my life. Why is it you that has to be the one to leave?

Well today me my mom my dad and craigy went pumpkin/apple picking. And we saw sarah and it was cool. yeah besides that nothing happened.

I Love Rob, And I'm moving away to florida with him.

bamM664: Dude
bamM664: Im convinced you have the worst luck when it comes to boys.

I wanna grow, old with you. and I, want you to hold me, forever.

Tonight was so much fun. I went to the movies with Susie Ryan and Rob. I'm so glad everyone gets along. I can't believe Rob's going to be gone, hopefully not forever.  It feels so cool to be with someone who doesn't care what people think, and doesn't make fun of you or make you feel ( Read more... )