I miss my brothers.

david is tired of living his life according to success. fuck success i just want to die happy with the choices i've made. fuck school fuck business what have you accomplished if you can't be happy with the time you've spent trying to get there. i'm tired of living up to other people's standards. we all die alone with nothing so what is the point ( Read more... )

i know im a pothead i know im an alcoholic but im fucking happy so stop treating me like i need to change my life

don't be afraid to give me one of these ::air texts:: if u want to hang out. yes i am talking to u!

bla bla bla life is good bla bla bla i drink too much bla bla bla i smoke a lot of weed bla bla bla life is good bla bla bla i smoke too many cigarettes bla bla bla i drunk text way too much bla bla bla i work a lot bla bla bla but its ok cuz i love my job bla bla bla life is good bla bla bla bout to get a moped bla bla bla not one of those new gay ( Read more... )

It's 10 AM and I'm sitting about ten feet away from a man in his upper forties who is on his third double vodka cranberry. A man having a bad day? something tells me thats not the case. He's a very well dressed man and he hasn't put down his Blackberry since he walked in the door. He's in here almost every morning, not for the alcohol but for ( Read more... )

despite mine and whitney's car troubles lollapalooza kicked ass!

happy birthday to me!

ps im drunk

i killed someone today. it wasnt right, but it was long overdue. i killed someone who deserved to die. i killed someone who didn't appreciate their life. some of you won't see me for awhile. some of you will tell everyone how much of a good person i was. but no matter what you hear about me know that i am not crazy, i am perfectly sane, and i ( Read more... )

WHY DO I STILL FUCKING TORTURE MYSELF. EVERYTIME I DO IT I JUST END UP MAD AND HURT. WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH ME. GOD DAMN IT I NEED HELP