FUCK IT HAS BEEN AWHILE SINCE I ENTERED INTO THIS SPECIFIC WEBSITE...AND DURING THAT WHOLE WHILE I HAVE EXPERIENCED A WHOLE NEW LIFESTYLE. SOME KINDA WAY OUT TYPE OF SHIT. OH, I GOT ARRESTED, MY HUSBAND IS IN JAIL, I TURNED 18 FINALLY, AND I HAVE MORE FREEDOM THAN I EVER COULD IMAGINE...OH, AND I MOVED BACK WITH MY MOM ON MY BIRTHDAY 5/30 ( Read more... )

ALRIGHT PEOPLE....I DON'T LIVE AT HOME RIGHT NOW AND I HAVEN'T BEEN FOR A WHILE. IF YOU WANNA REACH ME, CALL ME AT MY GRANDMA'S PAD!!!

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I'm not sure what I wanna say right now, but I can't express the amount of frustration I have with myself at this point of my life.  I regret all of the promises I've broken to the people I love and care about so much, I regret lieing to my boyfrinend, who i love to death, when he'd ask me if I was using, I regret all the money I've waisted and all ( Read more... )

ALIGHT BABE, I TOLD YOU THAT I WAS GONNA PUT MY USING DAYS OUT THERE SO THAT THERE WERE NO SECRETS OF ANY KIND...SO HERE YOU GO:

12/1/04, 1/18/05, 1/19/05, 1/20/05, 1/21/05, 1/24/05, 1/27/05, 1/28/05, 1/29/05, 2/1/05, 2/2/05, 2/3/05, 2/4/05, 2/7/05, 2/8/05, 2/9/05, 2/14/05, 2/16/05, 2/17/05, 2/24/05, 2/25/05, 2/26/05, 2/27/05, 2/28/05, 3/1/05, 3/2/ ( Read more... )

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HEY BABE, YOU DO REALIZE THAT TODAY IS OUR 3 MONTHS. WE THOUGHT YESTERDAY WAS THE 7th, BUT TODAY IS. OOPS!

HAPPY 3 MONTHS BABE!!! I LOVE YOU SOOOOOO MUCH!

I'M GLAD YOU LIKED YOUR CARD AND THE CD.  HEY, WHEN IS THAT BAD COMPANY CONCERT GONNA BE? HAVE YOU TALKED TO MIKE ABOUT IT YET?  YOU HAVE TO SEE IF THE CONCERT IS AFTER I TURN 18 BECAUSE I ( Read more... )

"Never Come Down"

I feel like my soul is leaking

out of my body and my mind

is evaporating into thin air.  And all of the sudden...everything seems so bright.

The blood in my veins feels frozen...

and I'm on the verge of

a fucking break down.

NOW.....I'M STUCK...

This is an art.  My world is like a painted picture...Breath it in.  Hold it, ( Read more... )

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