i just had an amazing talk with my aunt about life and inspiration. she has been the only person ever that has looked me square in the eye and said, "anna i see how passionate you are about your life and i want to help you get to where you want to be." and to hear that has given me that extra push ive needed.
why do you look at me that way like you know what im going to say do you realize that you paralyze me only you can look at me the way you do and i know that you know its true
so far the big green has set two records. one, for the longest amount of time spent geeking out. two, for the most times anyone has ever hit it in one night and lived to talk about it. i love you big green. and of course my favorite partner in crime, c smokey jones.
ive realized that everyday when i need to work in the afternoon, ill wake up early and sit all day just waiting. the leaves are changing so fast i havent even looked around enough to notice. perhaps today ill just go walk
this morning while everyone was asleep, my mom took jake, the dog ive had for the past 10 years, and put him to sleep. she didnt tell anyone she was going to and didnt let anyone have the chance to say bye.