I don't believe you anymore.

Just had a review with my trainers.  I'm doing really well, and it makes me happy when they speak so highly of me.  They told me that I'm already a leader and I've obviously got sway with the rest of the pledge class and even with some of the actives.  Sitong complained he had to write so much stuff down on my review sheet because I had already ( Read more... )

Ugh.  You say you want more than what we have but really, where's the effort?  Actions speak louder than words.
People's rxns when they see you make me giggle.

Well, that's an interesting post...not.  Ugh I hate how I sound so emo in this journal because I only post on LJ when I'm pissed or something.  Hahaha ( Read more... )

So..it's 320am.  I just got back from a kickback with some awesome leaders.   It was hella fun and stuff to just kick it..  but I'm still mindfucked by what I've done ( Read more... )

I'm the one who made the decision.  Why then, do I still feel like crap?  I thought doing it would be the hardest part, but having a part of my daily routine taken away is throwing things off.  Then I remember why I did it..and hope.  I don't know for what.  But I hope.  I kind of hope being stubborn is a shared trait.  But then..  I don't know.  I ( Read more... )

Timing is everything.

Whether it be the return of feelings you thought had faded away, or trying to win back someone you lost, or the mentioning of the past in a moment meant for the present..

Timing is everything.

I'm wearing one of my most happy, stressed, and confused smiles ever.

Finding out who really cares about me - who my real friends are and who will be there for me always - keeps me sane through it all.  Thank you.
And being one of the favorite Littles in my family is awesome, too.

Stop being so nice to me.  It's bringing back the What Ifs..and I really don't need this right now.

"Another dance, another way.."

Fall Semester 2009 ( Read more... )