He basically refuses to address the issue of having an anniversary. Whenever I bring it up, he just asks me questions back, having conveniently forgotten everything that we talked about the last time. Ugh. Without an anniversary, we might as well be unofficial. I know I'm being nit picky, but uhh yeah it's not fun answering "How long have you been ( Read more... )

Ramblings. I'm just trying to get some thoughts out.

( Emo-ness ensues. )

It's never the right one that does the sweet things for me. :/ But I'm happy that someone cares enough to hand deliver hot chocolate to me at 230am "just 'cause." Hehe. It made my night better ( Read more... )

I should be studying right now. Seriously. My final's in about five hours, but I can't focus. One, I'm just burned out from studying yesterday. Two, I'm having too much fun listening to Matt play Resident Evil with Lori's commentary. Haha. So instead, I will write about my weekend ( Read more... )

( Best looking family: Stallionaires. )

People ask wassup with us. I tell them nothing. It's not that I wouldn't like for something to happen, exactly. It's just that I don't think I'm ready for it all again. It's the same sense of security, but feeling safe makes me feel uneasy now. It makes me feel like it'll be a waste of effort and I'll just be disappointed. It's a happier ( Read more... )

Not going to lie, I wouldn't mind having someone baby me sometimes. Studying in the library today I saw a guy come in and go up behind a girl to hold a bag in front of her face before leaving. (It had food I discovered later as I smelled Thai.) Cute cute. But then I always put up this front about how I like being independent -- which I really ( Read more... )

I am a bitter and jealous person. Anyone who's been through one of my stressed-out phases should know this. I don't like hearing about people's good news while I'm getting fucked over with the short stick over and over again. This MCB thing I'm working on? This is the third time I've had to change my topic because some stupid little detail ( Read more... )

Friday: Sitong's 21st birthday! It was uber uber fun. Some drama tried to start up, but I nipped it in the butt. Chyeah ( Read more... )

I'm loving this taste of freedom.  But I've a sneaking suspicion it'll lead me back to you, and I don't know how to feel about that.  Sometimes it makes me happy to know how this will end, though.