i sleep on the couch at my grandparent's house.
my belongings are all piled high on a coffee table.

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i believe that i have fallen victim under a few false impressions. it's something you can only blame yourself for, but that makes it no less frustrating. i'm under the impression that getting out of san diego would equal an escape from my life's current problems. i'm also under the impression that these problems will fade with time and yet, as each ( Read more... )

i start at claire de lune on monday.
hell yeah.

the whole starbucks thing didn't work out how i thought it would ( Read more... )

in 3 days i will officially be an employee of


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like the peacocks wandering the walkways of the zoo
who have twice the autonomy the giraffes and the elephants do,
saying:
"no one can stop me,
no one clips my claws!
now everyone watch me
scale these outside walls!"
you took the pious and profane,
turned around the praise and blame,
said "a glass can only spill what it contains"
to the perpetually plain and ( Read more... )

my grandma fell today.
she was trying to walk down the stairs of the front porch with her walker and slipped.
i found her sitting in the driveway, with all of her things sprawled out around her.
things that had fallen out of the large pocket on her walker.
she was completely covered in blood that was dripping from 2 different spots on her head.
her face ( Read more... )

i'm going apartment hunting tomorrow.
wish me luck.

i am currently without a phone.
and will be for the next.... who knows.
if you have $400 laying around & would like to pay off my bill
please let me know ASAP.
in the meantime, if you need to get ahold of me.
well, that just sucks for both of us now doesn't it.