Had intake today with Bzzzzzz...beatrice! Ah, sadly she's not all that bad but I'm not sure she's actually going to be my therapist, because she asked me if I prefer a guy or girl and blah blah...She had to fill out forms but didn't piss me off how Donna Rumpell did, and we talked about HARRY POTTER because she saw my game and it's funny, I was ( Read more... )

started writing a poem in here but i can't stand to stay in this room right now ( Read more... )

I figured I'd update because I haven't in awhile. I've been feeling a hell of alot better lately. Oh, and, I discovered that despite my previous perceptions, I do in fact have a back! I will not explain this. The explaination is understood by one, and that is what matters. Tabby called me yesterday. That was nice. I'm going to have a little chitty ( Read more... )

Hmm...haven't updated in awhile. Not that anyone reads this fucker anyway. Oh how sad it is that I have no friends! *grins* I feel like I'm going to sneeze. Wowwww, explorer is working for once. Yippy Skippy-Doo! Scooby Doo ( Read more... )

Today...(or technically yesterday) sucked.

And now I don't know what the hell is going on.

Just wanna sleep the days away..

what the hell is going on...why do I feel like crying

assholes

Yeah, another fucking complaint? Oh well. I'm going to complain because I need to be somewhere that isn't here. Cute, mom threw a chair for no reason. Hah...now mom is talking out of her ass again. "I'm going to sell it and buy something nobody wants" Cute mom, glad to know you love me and all of us and so badly want us to be happy. What's the ( Read more... )

I feel extremely fat.....and disgusting. Yep, I whine. Oh well. Fuck off. I know I'm gross but OH WELL. Because, I already know...so. Yeah. Hahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. Fuckers. I'm hot. Vomit is fun. I'm a little nutty, a little deranged, a little backwards ( Read more... )

Coin-operated boy?

Anyway...nothing much lately. Feeling alot less emotionally frail. Yay. I'm not a basket case, well, not really! I feel quite nauseated...Figure'd I'd update for some estranged reason...

Misa: And we can go to a graveyard and take piiicturessss
Misa: And draw piiicctures and talk about how stupid boys are ('cause it's fun to ( Read more... )

HELL YES. That is what I want. A...COIN-OPERATED BOY. Hmm... YOU CAN'T BE MY COIN-OPERATED BOY UNLESS YOU COMMENT.

Ahh...at that rate I will end up being my own coin-operated boy...

Damn life sometimes...

I'm so fucking thirsty...

I want diet soda. NOW, Bitch. Fuck this world!

Where's my mommy?

Fuck friends only journals. Those are for ...well, not me. I'm sick of it. Sick of feeling more fake than I already feel.

I'm not sure I'm a person anymore, at times...

Well, guess what...everyone can read this because it's PUBLIC. Just like the good old journal days...Yep. Was reading my first LJ ever tonight for some reason...Some parts amused ( Read more... )