I GET TO HUMP LIO....

And you don't!!!

Haven't updated in awhile. I'm getting sick of this journal I think. Maybe I'm just sick of LJ in general. I don't know though. I have too much energy right now and no idea what I want to do with it. It's just mania, because there's not really anything I desire to do with it. Yeah...Alaskdfldsksldkj just screammmmm ( Read more... )

Today hasn't been a very good day. In some sick, twisted way it has. The overflow of emotion is always a "wake up" call. But I don't need that, I have abundant emotion-emotion that's good for me. (Lemondrop, Lio, loveykins, pet, baby, etc.) I guess it just kind of feels comfortable, in a sense. The yearning. The release of tears built up. A reason ( Read more... )

A hyperactive Princess;

I've been The older sister

And at the same time the middle child,

through my entire adolescent "emotional" development

Change so common...Until then there was some sense of

Stability..Routine, Some "ordinary" types of feeling
It burned away, My life was a movie ( Read more... )

Hmm...Insomnia is grand.Attempting to face whatever my inner self has been battling with me lately. Fear not, I can control this. Monsters...have been chasing me, Not feeling, but reminiscing of the days they seemed to scratch...in thin, razorblade lines slowly across the inner stomach...Er..Sometimes it just got evil. Ah, I wonder what the hell ( Read more... )

Scary, I know. So terrifyingly terrifying. Eh, whatever. I don't even know why I bother on occassion to update this stupid thing. It's just here, taking up space.

Oh welllllllll

Fuck off.

Alas, my explorer is working again. Mom had to reinstall XP for like the third time in a month. Oh my computer is so very special...So, hmm...what's up? Nothing all that much has been going on. The usual household "drama", the usual (and yet still mystifying) Happiness and instant calming down of talking to Lio. (JANUARY HOPEFULLY) I get to visit! ( Read more... )

Perhaps I'm going insane, or I could be onto something....how many accidents can a girl get into in one day? I am supposed to go trick-or-treating with Mom, Donna, and Jake...

But maybe, for some reason, I'm not really supposed to go.....

Let's recap what has happened so far....
-I try on my outfit at first, and I look insanely gross.
-I make peace ( Read more... )

My journal. My whining. Don't like it? Fuck off or don't fucking read it. Got it bitches? Okay, now th at we have that settled.

I feel like shit right now....

This is pathetic.

I ate smarties, and I feel gross. Depressed. Nauseated...whatever. I may have a fever, but fuck the fever. What the fuck is wrong with me? Why can't I just always have that ( Read more... )

This is a hard night, it's almost like having a break..except, nobody wanted the break, or needed the break, it just kind of ...feels like one. I should attempt at sleep...

I miss Lio

Fucking tummy aches.....I hope he gets better =o(