I'm not complaining, just analyzing ( Read more... )

I'm going to pee in someone's food very soon if I don't start getting my friends back. I miss having fun. I'm such a negative nancy. Smack me with bologna.

I'm sick of everyone complaning about everything. God forbid my friends should look on the bright side of ANYTHING. Right now I've honestly got nothing I'm particularily happy about. Everythings just very average ( Read more... )

I don't know what to say. I woke up at 1:30 last night with a fever again and Matt was right there. He was hugging me like I've never been hugged before and I don't even know how to react. I've never felt this safe in my whole life. I've never been protected like this.

I love him.

I love my boyfriend. He's so wonderful. I got very, very sick this weekend. After Friday it was nonstop weakness and 103.1 fevers. I was shaking and having trouble breathing. Matt had work today and almost lost his job because he refused to leave because he wanted to take care of me. Him and Bryan almost took my to the hospital, and Whiteman ( Read more... )

I haven't updated in quite some time ( Read more... )

I'm disgusted with Sammie for being a horrible friend, and I'm disguisted with Jason for not trusting my judgement.

I can't be angry about the what Matt and I WENT through; it's in the past. Right now I'm head over heels in love with the boy, and that hasn't changed. Rough patches are what makes a relationship so special. We make a wonderful pair.

The party's coming closer and I'm SO excited.

I'm fucking phsyched. Show season is coming up and I could not be happier. I love my horse and I love my fucking sport. I can't explain it, there's absolutely nothing in the world that feels as good as jumping a clean round. Riding wasn't on my top list of priorities for a while, there, but I'm back in my routine of things. Bart's been throwing ( Read more... )

I'm not a strong person at all.