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[___xoheather]

Basically feels like i've lost you. We barley ever talk anymore, and if we do its always about something that makes me cry; like now im not gunna see you for Christmas or even before you leave. I cried my self to sleep because i hate the fact i haven't seen you in like 2 months, and now its just going to be another 2 more months. & the last time

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[xx_regret_me]

Everything is foggy because of me losing people. My grandpa is almost gone, he's barley holding on. This is probably his last Christmas. When he passes away I don't know what I'm going to do with my mom, it's her dad, she's going to be a mess. I dont know what im going to do without him, either, Heath. & I don't know...I really am trying, I wrote about you in one of my english papers, and I tell everyone about you. When I say "my best friend" they always know its you. It's not like I'm forgeting about you or that I don't want to be friends. It's just everything is falling apart and I'm holding on as best as possible

[___xoheather]

well, i never knew that before & maybe if you would of explained it to me 2 days again when you told me it the first time, i wouldnt of taken it the wrong way. you just dont understand what im trying to explain to you. so i dont know what to say.