i don't even know where to begin. lately all i've been doing is sitting at home thinking about how much things have changed and how much i hate it. i wish middle school never ended. ever since i got to highschool i've drifted from people who i never thought that would be possible. i miss being able to go to those 3 or 4 people that i was really ( Read more... )

My sister, Ryleigh, looked so precious that day.
Her beautiful looks made me break down and cry.
I thought to myself, why can’t I get my way?
All I do is cry, I just want to run away and hide.
They say God only takes the best,
But why did he have to take the best thing I had?
Thinking about you makes me look a mess.
We say you had hands and feet like dad,
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RIP Grandpa Wilks <|3

January 18, 2006 : [

Melissa; i'm so sorry :[ i'm always here for you if you need me.

i wish i could be with you right now <3 i love you bestfriend ♥

Yesterday was pretty much amazing : ] but everytime im with Brittany it is.

I woke up at like 12 because Britt called me. I was trying to talk to her but my voice was gone lol. We made plans to hang out : ] Since there was a basketball game we went to that. I left early to get McDonalds & she met me & mom up at the school. The boys lost by 3 but ( Read more... )

The past few weeks have been AMAZING! Christmas was wonderful, spending time with the family was great.

I went to Missa's this past weekend & i loved it. I miss her & of course Joshiee =P that lil kid is sweet. & i meet her boyfriend; Ricky <3 Hes really sweet & he gave me an energy drink & i got to show him my guns next time i see him =P

uhmm ive ( Read more... )

I GET TO SEE MY BESTFRIEND TODAY! ♥

BRITTANY & MISSA & ME= TODAY; XMAS #1
MEGAN & ME= FRIDAY; XMAS #2
BREAKFAST @ JONS; FAMILY PARTY; COUSINS;= XMAS #3
GRANDMAS & MAYBE W/ ALYSA= XMAS #4

Who knows anymore,
all i can say is that

Things are going to HORRENDOUSLY change
in the next few days/weeks.

What it iz?!

Lately everything is great. I can't wait till the weekend. Friday i'm going to the Pistons game with my booface Brittany & guess whos gunna be there too?!?!:.....MY BESTFRIEND MISSA! <3 so i'm gunna try to find here there. Since i'm going there Friday i can't go to the basketball game at school & Matts disapointed in me :P He said i'd ( Read more... )

Basically feels like i've lost you. We barley ever talk anymore, and if we do its always about something that makes me cry; like now im not gunna see you for Christmas or even before you leave. I cried my self to sleep because i hate the fact i haven't seen you in like 2 months, and now its just going to be another 2 more months. & the last time ( Read more... )

What a shitty life i live, i tell yah. Lets start off with school. I hate it, ppl talk too much shit there. Drama drama drama every day! One of my bestfriends is leaving it towards the end of the semester because she can't handle all the shit ppl say & all the lies. My grades are dropping & i can't ever pay attention since for some reason i day ( Read more... )