i think i might resort back to the OLD OLD OLD journal if i do so decide to use this thing again. soooo... potentially look forward to updates on 'satanicpenguin'.

love you guys.

i think i might start using my livejournal again...

yeah i think so.
hmm.

i am being a shameless promoter, because i am on my computer and really fucking bored right now. so yeah come to these parties, i will be there. they actually should be alot of fun, but what do i know right?

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i just want to lay down with someone and fall asleep with them petting my head. i miss being pampered and loved. i really need to find myself someone.

care for me.
i need it.

i want to do something wicked fun today.

if anyone can think of something that falls udner the category of "wicked fun" lets hangout. i am totally ready for it.

i hate my life.

in short the holiday season basically disgusts me, people saying things like "tis the season". tis the season for what? to be uncharacteristically nice to each other for a month or two. is this to make up for being a jackass the rest of the year? i think i am going to boycott the holidays, fuck santa and black peter [his swedish servant, who does ( Read more... )

i feel very sad right now.

very alone.

moving out of my room today.
getting xmas presents today.
ending my life today.