I try so hard to make this existence as least miserable as I can. Usually I'm successful, lately I've been slipping ( Read more... )

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I feel like I'm losing everything.

I seriously love Stella.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XiNIpOPhCNA

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rkvQ2fsPUis

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OdxsuGGrtIU

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MW21lp833Vo

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CCJUAPqsvpg

We put my dog to sleep today.. needless to say I'm exhausted from all the crying. Seriously this dog meant the world to me. We grew up together.. and now he's gone. I'm crushed.


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You really have no reason to complain..
because in all honesty, I'm not the unreliable one.

Yooooo.. somebody go see The Science of Sleep with me.

Seriously.. if you're my friend, please call me sometime to make sure I'm at least still alive. Because at this point, I feel like all my friends are purposely avoiding me and could give a shit less if I fell off the face of the earth..

I hope to god this is all in my head.

Tomorrow.. school starts ( Read more... )

I've lost the will to do anything.
I feel angry and depressed all the time.. whether I have a reason to or not.
I feel like there's nothing to look forward to.

I feel like I'm finally at the end of my rope
..and I don't know how to climb back up it.

PS: I'm sorry.