it is december. my birthday is in 20 days. I have never not wanted to go to school so badly in my life. gahhh ( Read more... )

why. why why why why why. you know stupid boys? yea me too. so, this kid that I NEVER liked: told his whole team that I was in love with him. The truth is, this kid is the most disrespectful cocky self glorifying asshole that I can not even fathom a reason to why he has friends. so yea..i talk to him at school and stuff, but we arent like lose ( Read more... )

i miss canobie so much more than i thought i would...more than I thought I could. working there is the only thing that I feel i m really good at. it is my thing. it is my life. I feel like a piece o my soiul is missing...

lead in fall play + being a senior and having lots of work + working alll the time + never getting to hang out with my friends = completely stressed out and sad

school is going pretty well, it is really exciting. i am finally starting to feel like a senior, and I am super excited for the rest of the year. with the exception of my gym teacher, I genuinely really like all of my teachers. first time ever ( Read more... )

i had a wierd dream. i was running late for work @ canobie, so instead of waiting for the traffic, i ran over one of the security guards and parked in the upper parking lot. my bosses looked at me strange, and then said "jeez abby, you'll do anything to be on time wont you?" and then I said, "yes! i would do anything to please you guys!!!" and then ( Read more... )

7 more days. then hell begins, and ecstasy ends. my summer. its sooo sad. everyone is leaving for college! it is sooo sad. only 4 of the 8 group leaders/assistants are left...ugh! i am ot looking forward to be in any group but 1. and most people dont look forward to that..unless of course steph is going to run group 2, cuz then i want to be there ( Read more... )

i hate this so much. I am so done with it all. i dont get why people have the absolute need to to poke fun at me in any way possible. i feel like just because I like my job, everyone thinks that they can say anything and it wont bother me at all. I feel like I go home every night a little bit upset because I feel like a joke. I dont want to be a ( Read more... )

ehhhhh.i hate drama with a firey passion. I hate all of this. I was supposed to go to NYC with ryan javi erica and meghan, but now i am not. I am so angry it is unbelievable. While talking about the whole froggie fishin panic attack thing, he said "Its justa game." HE, the one who completely conned his way out of froggie fishin had the audacity to ( Read more... )

i fucking hate this. stab me in the back. go a head. well, when i write u a letter saying u hurt me, dont ignore it. be a man and grow some fucking balls.