tell me i'm broken,
then maybe I could believe a reason as to why I am acting this way..

I wish I knew what was totally going on with me.
The nightmares are coming back.

1st- I was walking down this alleyway in town, and looking at the stars yet walking really fast, like i was running from someone I didn't even know was there. Then I heard laughing, ( Read more... )

i love snow days....=]

i really really hate when i'm so tired.
and yet i can't sleep...
=/

Okay, so where in the crap have I been lately?
That's hard to say.

Out of the hospital. [Went on my birthday until 5 days later] for Suicide....
Speaking of birthday, I'm 17, and getting ready to be a Senior, get my driver's license, be the section leader of trumpets...
I'm fighting to remind myself that I am almost out of dad's abuse... ALMOST

I'm still alive.
amazingly.

forget it.
I'm stupid.

argh.
I need prayer, and you guys. please love on me...
I need Jesus's love.

I'm doing a scrapbook for larry, because, he moved, for those of you who don't know.
I'm gonna post the pics imma use and the song lrics on here, so i can use it on my other computers in the hosue to print the pics and what not.

( scrappbook stuff )

pray for me, please.

I honestly don't know why I have lj anymore.
I really don't.
I talk to most, if not all of you, on a regular basis on AIM or Myspace.
So, therefore, I'm gonna take a break from here for a while.
Contact me on myspace: www.myspace.com/axdecentxlullibye
or AIM- I amm Sami

I'll love you forever if you do.
=]